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one of the rare times i come here to blog now a days.life is getting more n more fast paced and blogging is suddenly a source of distraction. but smdays like today, distractions are all i need to pull through. yesterday was bad. bad bad bad. other than refereeing a damn boring match in sch, everytg else was bad. kept saying the wrong things, keep asuming wrongly. i just ended up hurting myself. really wished i didnt. my heart kept pounding hard n my head was thinking too much. the want n need to cry was irresistable. throwing tantrums didnt do any good. it just made things worse. so i went to bed thinking i could sleep the pain away. woke up in the middle of the night for a party break. the next thing i noe, i was on my bed n my mom was lying down beside me. i looked at her confused. she told me they heard a loud sound and it came from my head hitting the sink. i fainted in the bathroom!! freaky. well, tat brings me to dis very moment. typing and thinking to myself. feeling down n emo-ish for no reason. oh yay! fatin's msg just came in. bye ppl.. PS: sorry if i hurt u alot.. with every drop of tear u shed, il shed a drop of blood. // Sunday, July 20, 2008, 10:04 AM |