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title: i loved her
i fell for her..fell deep deep for her.. and now i cant get out.. wat i tot was 'like'.. turned out to be 'love'.. love so strong, so effective everytg bad inside me goes away everytime i see or hear her name.. her voice so pure.. no word can describe.. now that love HAS to disappear and i cant make it.. coz everytime im alone, in the bus, sitting in my living room, lying on my bed, listening to music, EVERYTHING I DO!!!!! i think of her.. its hurt like nvr before.. its a whole new defination of heartbreak.. worste than being dumped.. worste than breaking up.. and i want all the suffering to end.. but i dunno how.. n i noe, it wont.. // Saturday, March 29, 2008, 9:33 PM title: Angels from HELL
left all alone, cold..heartbroken, mad and useless kneeling in the rain crying.. in pain.. soaked in a puddle diluted with blood an angel came by sheltering u from the rain.. giving u a blanket for warmth putting casts n bandages on my heart scraping clay to cover tiny chips sanding it smooth for a clean finish u see the angel smiling b4 u sleep she stands next to you in ur dreams still holding up an umbrella for ur shelter start to wonder where she came from sent from god to ur aid or from the devils to deceive u and when you think deeper.. you start to feel.. attached to the angel.. closer.. closer.. an angel doing her duties? or do u misinterprete it as.. L..L..L..Love..?? and when u find the truth.. it feeds into ur flesh like vultures feasting ur corpse there she leaves u lying in the rain puddle of diluted blood left all alone, cold.. heartbroken, mad and useless // Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 6:31 PM title:
400m.. 56.49s..cud hav done much much better if i hadnt slacked at the start.. n if that sm1 hadnt chose to msg me.. as i quote my good friend kejin, "the reason for an athlete's underperformance, is his relationship problems.." anyways.. im just moving on like she is.. obviously it was hard.. excruciating.. intense.. stressful.. any other synonym 4 it.. tag me!! one thing i learnt from it.. nvr care abt wat others think.. everytg is abt YOU.. and.. just say wat u want n not wat other ppl wud want u to say.. gotta say tnx to sm1 though.. a girl.. yes.. a girl.. but dis time.. not jie.. she is another girl.. nice n sweet.. n erm.. TALL.. haha!! uv been there for me all the time.. :):):):):) ziqué // Tuesday, March 18, 2008, 9:51 PM title: life rocks
LIFE RAWKS YO!!for now atleast.. im in a band!! metal band.. REMENISSIONS.. n im the.. singer.. more like.. screamer!! gosh screaming is such a good workout yo! works ur abs.. and LAM, SZ, ZACK, ISSAC, JASON.. u guys rawk!! not forgetting, WEI RON the new guy.. oh oh.. KWEK!! my fav class partner!! screaming is the sex man!! exams.. fortunately.. n shockingly.. I DID WELL!! ok not very very well but.. better than always.. bluek!! haha!! n i gotta noe sm new friends.. totally rawks! 1st there is dis metal/screamo girl.. totally crazie.. but cool.. than there is dis rgs basketballer.. like.. super tall!! i feel like a smurf.. :( oh nono.. i dun think ur a giant.. im just small.. dun crush me!! haha.!.!.! n sec 3 camp coming!! cant wait!! CCPT!!! (3B boys wud noe wat it is) muahahahahahaha!!!! evil laughter.. i lov the sound of it.. oh n i changed my name.. no more MAT NOR.. its now.. ziqué(mr. siao gav it to me) // Saturday, March 1, 2008, 10:37 PM |