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.jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  First photo's quite disturbing cus I look diabolical there. Hahaha. And gosh, Haaziq is cute. Man, this blog is dead, partially my fault. I haven't even been updating my blog much, so can't say I'm deliberately forgetting about this one. (: And I feel bad for not wishing somebody a Happy Belated Birthday at the topmost of this post. So, HAPPY BELATED SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY, HAAZIQ! Gosh, I wanna be sixteeeen. Haha. Then when I'm sixteen, I'll wanna be eighteen and yeah, you get my point. I know you dislike birthdays, but this is your sixteenth eh. Sweet Sixteen! Or maybe that's just for us girls haha. Idk if you're waiting for your eighteenth and then you'll be excited about your birthday but don't do this to me. ]: I'm more excited about your birthday than you are. Bloody retarded, haha. I was having so much fun walking around Tampines 1 buying your stuff, man. I almost got you some Sex Vouchers! (shall not elaborate on this one) Hope you have a good time on Sunday, when I'm giving you your presents and all. And I hope you get through trials k babe? I love you, really. (: 95% of that was directly copied from my own blog. Hahaha. But it's all still sincere, baby. (: I can't wait for Sunday! I'll be going to Famous Amos first to pick up the cookie cake, and then I'll prolly cab all the way to tpy to see you. Anyway, you are not supposed to know about the cake but you're prolly not gna read this blog till your next birthday so whatever, haha. I wanna see your face when you open up your presents! Not what you wanted, but yeah, I find it quite sweet leh. Haha. I've got to be updating this blog (and mine too) more. People are starting to complain, haha. So dah. That's it. Will post more after Sunday's date. Bye! // Saturday, July 11, 2009, 9:48 AM title: Back.
Hey kids.It's been waaay too long since Haaziq updated. Or me, for that matter. Been busy with Midyears and my own blog, so I've been neglecting this one. I'm sorry. ]: I don't think Haaziq cares whether I updated or not but I kinda pity the state this blog is in right now so I'll post something for you, if there's anybody, to read. -- I'm still sad about the hamsters being stolen. ): I'll be honest, I wasn't like damn devastated about it, I only had them for a while, so I didn't feel much. But they were our kids! So it hurt abit. Fuck those thieves la. So hard meh buy your own hamster! Give a thought about how we feel can? Maybe you did but you couldnt care less ah.. If so, fuck you la. ): Moving on. I miss Haaziq fucking much! We've not met for the longest time ever. Roar. Midyears are to blame. His end on what, next Monday, Tuesday? Mine's already ended and it doesn't feel like much w/o him to celebrate it with me. I've been celebrating la, but it's still not the same. Eh actually right, not much to be happy about anyway. I'll be getting my results tomorrow and Friday. I think more failures than passes la. Midyears this year was not good at all. I've been working my ass off but it doesn't seem to pay off. And I hate it when teachers flash your results on the screen alongside other people's lah! Mine'll be red for sure. Then surely some assholes in the class will start snickering. K actually nolah but this is just me being paranoid. And babe, I love you eh, like alot. You're a damn nice boyfriend lah! Thanks for being a real piece of heaven this whole time. n_n Oh and Hzq baby, I've got a surprise for you the next time we meet. K I say surprise now but I always end up telling you what it is beforehand. -______- Anyway you won't come online till the holidays cus it's your exams right now so obviously you won't read this but whattheheck, this is to fill a temporary blank period in my life. In other words, I feel bored. Dahlah Literature confirm fail. Jgn nk act cheem eh, Hammy. Bytheway, http://minahspeak.livejournal.com/ is awesome. Haha go read it. Andand Haaziq, Lurb euu shooo much, babykushhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okaylah tu mcm dah exaggerated sikit but you get the point. I have five friend requests on facebook from people who type like that. I'm clueless as to why they wanna be friends with me since I don't type like them. Ha-ha. Btw ah, lurb and love have the same number of letters so why do you find it so difficult to type love? What's the point of acting cute ah. Not cute what! Note: Multiple exclamation marks to indicate over-excitement. Hahaha. Omg so bored please k DAH bye. // Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 7:29 PM title:
HELLO WORLD!!!im happy today, so im finally posting on my own blog.. sorry syahirah(baby) has to keep posting for me.. i lazy ahhh... anyways.. had a damn good time with hamtaro today! we tried two other ways to.. **_________ **u dun hav to noe wat it is.. I LOVE MY GIRLDFRIEND!!! oh yea to other girls.. not tat i prasan think alot girls like me.. but IF any other of u girls like me.. pls back off.. im ATTACHED!! to the BESTEST girl EVERRRRR!!!! :):):):):) ok.. il sign off now.. sorry for the crzy post.. tooo happy.. :) // Saturday, March 7, 2009, 9:46 PM title: I'm glad I have you.
I'm glad you added me on Friendster six, seven months ago.I'm glad we became friends soon after that. I'm glad how you sometimes talked to me about your problems. I'm glad my breakup happened, cause if it hadnt, I'd never have talked to you and we'd never have gotten to this stage. I'm glad how you're damn funny, sexy, unique and such an awesome listener. I'm glad I love you. I'm glad you love me too. I want this to last. I love you Bun. (haha!) K bye since when I so mushy ahhh haha. :D - Hammy. // Saturday, February 21, 2009, 9:32 PM title: er hi?
Hi. :DI doubt Haaziq updates much. I think he's depending on me to do the updating for him, most of the time at least, so here goes. Idk what to do leh, actually. Haha! Eh Haaziq, you not embarrassed meh, if I put up embarrassing stuff about you here? Heheh. Nolah joking. See, my attention got diverted again. Hm. Lets see. I was supposed to pick up my dear boyfriend from school today and I panicked about seeing too many boys in one place for nothing. -__- Why? Cus the plan tk jadi. He skipped the rest of his classes , for me apparently, HAHA K NO, and we then met at Bedok interchange where we then took a train to Tampines and then made our way to Macs and took away some McSpicys and then sat under the block and had our own little picnic there. :D Oh we then went somewhere else and kissed. Hahaha. K tk perlu. Er okay, idk what to say already. Haha. Shall update more, soon? See, I update here, never update in my own blog. dinosaur-boxers. tautautau. ^^ K bye. Hamtaro (L) Barnehhhhhhh. :D // Monday, February 16, 2009, 10:09 PM title:
HEY HAAZIQ!HAPEEEEEEEE NUUUUU YERRRRRRRR! Sec 4 ready ah boy, study hard! play hard! Actually right, play hard and study harder. Aiya do whatever you want to do la. Goodluck for Nats and O's! Since im still allowed to blog in here(heheh thanks!) I shall make full use of this opportunity and dirty your blog with my ramblings! Gehhhhhehehe. So how you doing friend? Great I assume? With your new hair all. Hold on, what hair! You aint gots hair no more!Haha. Im doing fineeee tooo(: Mommy says im a very mean girl for doing what I did. But to follow my heart cos ultimately I'm the one in charge of the way i live my life blahh blahh whatever nonsense mothers will tell you when you're in a dilemma(: *starts singing* ~Guess she's right. Right again. Tell a friend. LA LA LAA LA LA nigger rap woah woah diak dushh diak dushhh i dunno how to sing this part lalalalala~ Woahhh, super old song man! If you aint got a clue what song it is, Hint: Eminem! If you still dont know, scratch that nvm. :) Haha. Ehh update laaa! I want to know whats going on in your life! Btw, your present's wrapped! Damn neat kay! Haha, neater than the others(: And okay la, i had a teeeeny wittle bit of help from my maid. Ehy, two hands isnt enough okay! Need one hand to hold the wrapping paper down, another hand to pull the tape over the paper, another hand to cut the tape, another hand to massage my forehead, another hand to feed me some ice cold water, another hand to wipe the sweat trickling down the side of my head, another hand to.. DAHHHHHH STOP NONSENSE. Kay gotta go off now. Sorry for the sucky post. Rushing like mad. See you around! *crosses fingers and pray KC and VS will have same training days at VJC* Love, Your friend FADZLYNN(: // Thursday, January 1, 2009, 2:07 PM title:
hey babe miss u damn alot too..i kept day dreaming the whole day.. anyways u might not believe dis but on the day i reached KL, smtg happened.. at tat exact moment i knew ur gonna hav sm relationship, talk, meet or anytg with mr. M.. i swear i knew smtg was going on.. n tats when i started thinking alot about u n mr. M.. honestly, i dun believe he is totaly over u.. n no offence but i find it hard to believe ur over him too.. but oh wells, i just gotta trust u coz ur my gf n i lov u.. a bit of wats on my mind after i saw the sign.. wat does dis sign mean? is she talking to him? is she meeting him? wat is she doing wit him? wat is mr.M up to? if smtg happens, where does tat leave me? even though i duno wat really happened n i cant prove anytg, i felt cheated.. coz i noe! ur atleast talking to him.. while im gone.. n i cud do nothing abt it.. u kinda promised me u wont even talk to him.. but u did before.. yea yea, nothing wrong wit talking.. but still.. a promise is a promise.. n u broke it.. YET AGAIN.. // Wednesday, December 10, 2008, 11:09 AM title:
Fadzlynn updating once again.Ehy! You said you were gonna come back today. And you still havent! :( Maybe youre on the way home now or something. Idk but fasterrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! So, tday was boring. Its the money-less Hari Raya Day. Uncle Ryan and aunt came over like super early. I was still sleeping. Finally woke up at about 12? Cuz uncle ryan was playing with the Wii and it got pretty loud. Hahaha. Could hear him stomping here and there. And my room as you know is below. Pretty annoying. Dragged my lazy ass to go bathe. And by the time i got out, uncle Dins and family came. Ok blahh blahhh. Did my malay homework after that. Haha, 3 pages down. 78910 more to go :( Grrr. Hmmmms then it started raining so i couldnt go run. And then i talked to my mom about funny stuffs. And then my another cousin came. Woah so many people ah. He looks like a furgen matdutch. HAHAHA. But he looks so much more hotter than the original matdutch. Now im rotting infront of my lappie. I got so bored i changed my desktop background 987654 times. The current background now is totally cool:) The screen looks all scratched up and shit. But it isnt. Cuz its just the background(: OHKAY WHATEVER. Im gonna start throwing shit into my luggage soon. All i have in it now is a pair of jeans and my cap. Hah nice. Im so lazy. And i still got like 4 more days to pack. But my madddurrr uh, so annoying. Come back now now NOW. I miss you like pie:( Hope you're safe wherever(is that the spelling? is weherever a real word? It is right. Omg the word looks damn alien now) you are. And i hope your parents dont do something crazy like extending the trip! Omg omg omg, i'll just plonkkk i tell you. Okay i'll go read my 8,414 Strange and Fascinating Superstitions book now(: Btw we need to go to the library ASAP. Gotta return my books before i leave. Okay, love you Jupiter loads!!!!!! Now thats masive right there. Jupiter is like two and a half times bigger than all the other planets combined! Hahaha, random info. I think you know that already hahah. And i saw Saturn using a telescope before! Even more random. Wanna know something else, which is also real random, I wanted to be a marine archaeologist in p6. HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA. I remember i talked about it during PSLE oral. Hah omg so loser. Okay i shall shut up now. Bye bye. // Monday, December 8, 2008, 7:24 PM title:
Hey baby, im back for another update on my day.Hmmms, hope youre doing fine wherever you are. It sucks not being able to even text each other:( And i didnt even get to say a proper goodbye to you. Come back soooooon!!!!! I miss you:( ------------------------------------------------------------- So today, mom woke me up and begged me to follow her to go to her office to help her with her things. And since i was already awake and dont think i'll be able to fall asleep again, i decided to be a good daughter and helped her out. Bathed and all and we went off to her office. Helped her with her boxes and stuffs. That'll probably be my last visit to the MOE building. Haha. After we did her shit, went down to Eastpoint for lunch. After lunch, we picked up my sister and headed down to Expo cuz there was a Borders sale goin on. Didnt get much books cuz the sale sucked. I swear. They only sold the shitty shityy no one one to buy books. And believe it or not, i bought Pride and Prejudice. HAHAHA, okay i know everyone read that when they were like what 11? But i hate classics! Haha. I never finished my Anne of Green Gables. Chick Lit and Chinese Lit ftw!!!!!! Gonna read it on the plane. Dont wanna start now cos i'll get too distracted by other shit and i'll eventually neglect it and never bother to pick it up again to finish it. Went home after that, and i watched House Of Wax. Not the full thing though. Haha okay la i chickened out half way cos i was alone in my room! I can only watch horror films when there is other people surrounding me. Went to run after my failed attempt at watching a horror film alone. 17:20. Not the hardest and longest but it was quite satisfying since i havent ran in ages! You know i have this feeling that i wont be able to do an under 11 mins 2.4km run next year. I dont know, i always screw up on the actual 2.4 day. I always do better during practice runs or when im running alone. Haiiiis. But its okay(: I dont plan on running cross for the school next year and i told my coach ready so he wont drill me if i dont come in under 11(: I'll go run a 12 mins or something happily by myself(: Okay back to my day. When i got back, showered did the usuals and oh, Camp Rock was on Disney. HAHAHAHAA. Omg, i hate that movie now. So annoying!!! Went on my lappie. And errrr my friend showed me some vid on youtube of some man accidentally kicking some baby when he was demonstrating something. And then there were these related vids at the side right? And they were all on Capoeira. I dont know why but i kept watching them one after the other. And i think, its pretty cool(: I feel like taking it up, but then again i wont have time to do so. So nevermoinee. Oh yeaaaaaaaa. Guess what? Im allowed to get a navel piercing(: Mom gave me the green light just now. But yea im nt so sure about you yet, so i guess i'll just wait(: Even if you allow me to, im not getting it until after Nationals next year. If you dont, then i wont get luh. Haha. And my sis can be the most blondest person at times. Mom: "Where you gonna get it done? Make sure that place is certified and safe." Me: "Stege at parkway or any piercing shop la" Mom: "You sure or not those places are safe!" Sis: "They are laaa. You dont expect her to go to Miami Ink or something do you?" Mom&Me: "HUHHH?! Miami Ink is tattoos la!!! Hence the word, Ink?" Sis: "Eh oh yaaa!" HAHHAAHHAHA. Dumbass. It was real funny. But you might not find it funny. Its the kind of funny where you gotta be there to know how funny it is and when people describe it to you its not that funny? W/e. Alright. I shall go find something to do now. Love^infinity you! Wait, is ^ the sign for to the power of something? I forgot eh! whatever la. you get what im tryna say right? Haha. Kay nights! // Sunday, December 7, 2008, 11:25 PM title:
Hey syg!!!Omg im so sorry i woke up late just now :( I set alarm sommore ehy! Hopefully you'll be able to receive my last sms. Gahhhh. I miss you like fuck! I wonder what youre doing now. As promised, i'll blog about my day until you get back(: Hold on i need to pee first. HAHAHAA. Okay back. Oh btw, its Fadzlynn here. Alright lets start with me waking up wondering why my alarm hasnt gone off yet when its already so bright. [I set my alarm for 7 am.] Then i realised my phone wasnt on the bed beside me, so i looked on the floor and surprise surprise, there it was. So i picked it up and OMFG! 3 new texts from YOUUU! Looked at the time and totally panicked cuz it was already 10 plus? Then quickly read your texts and i felt damn mean :( I replied, but dont know whether you received it or anything. Hopefully you did. So then i went to uhhhh, i forgot. But i remember watching Hairspray on HBO. Haha. Okay then i think i pretty much just bummed around the house for the entire day. Oh yea wanted to go run but it starting pouring :( So i Wii-ed instead. Haha. Hmmmms, then in the evening parents brought us out for dinner, as always. Dad was feeling a tad bit adventurous today. He brought us to some Indian place at some Indian street. Im not very street wise so i didnt know where we were. Didnt bother asking cos, I was day dreaming the whole time we were out. Had an unhealthy oily piece of egg prata for dinner. My parents think i eat damn slow. Im not slow, they just eat super fast. Yea Fadzriel eats faster than me too. Whatever. So after dinner, we walked around and stuff. No offence but it was pretty scary. Then we went back into the car. Went down to Nike cos dad had to get some stuffs. While we were there, dad insisted i start training in tights. So yea he got me a pair. Gonna use em on tuesday((: But mine doest have the zip at the back thing! HAHA unfair! Errrrrrms, then we decided to pay my another set of grandparents a visit. So we went over to their house. Boring. Boring. Boring. And then we went home. Got online and erm, M talked to me? He just needed someone to hear him out. So yea i did. Tell you full detail when you get back alright? Hmmm, okay its almost three now. I cant sleep and i don know what to do. Grrrrr. Can my life get anymore boring? I bet it'll be worse tomorrow. Dad is flying off to Philippines for business. Mom is going back to her office to collect her stuffs. No one to bring me out :( Everyone's family day is on a Sunday. So i don think anyone'll be free. Maybe i should try doing my homework? Hmmms, will consider. Okay thats how i spent today(ignore the sunday at the top cos its past midnight and that technically means its a sunday already. but this is spose to be a Saturday post. Eh, whatever la) Please come back soon! Im dying of boredom here!!!!! Will update again tomorrow. Love youuuuuuu spaceship loads!(: //, 12:55 AM title:
hello world!hello friends! hello enemies! hi everybody! sorry i havnt been blogging.. gotta thank my baby for doing it for me.. ahh!! i very lazy on my comp now adays.. dunno y.. kept watchinh hannah n wizards of waverly place, read, sleep, punch air.. no time to blog.. aites.. a guess a short post is enough.. babe pls keep my blog alive for me.. THANKS FADZLYNN!!! love ya submarine loads! :) // Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 6:52 PM title:
Woahh damn bored.Unfairness, your parents go bring you to blade. Mine bring me to computer fair? HAHA. But i whine like mad then they let me stay home(: Now its raining, cannot go skate or run :( Sooooo im updating fer you. Im so nice. Omg babe, your blog is dead. No wait, its decomposing. And im gonna change your skin soon. Dont like this one, so messy. YAY. Tomorrow is monday! Meannnns, i get to see youuuu(: And I just realised im leaving in two weeks! No wait, one week five days. No, one week four days. Gahhh i dont know. But all i know is, its soooooon. 10 days without my baby. OMG CAN DIE. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now, im gonna spam your blog with my face. HAHAHAHA. Webcams are great companions when you are stuck at home with absolutely nothing to do cept for homework. But i dont like doing homework. Especially if its malay homework. Omg disgusting. Make me want to cry only that stupid paper/s.  Eh yay! This blog is part mine now(: But im still keeping my the other one. Okay im gonna sheeeezhh the thing abit. Kay bye. And i'll link all your friends for you. Im so nice. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEFEEEEEEE. Spot the F in there^^ // Sunday, November 30, 2008, 12:10 PM title:
 Baby is a bookworm!!! Love youuu. // Monday, November 10, 2008, 11:57 PM title:
WHAMMMM.Fadzlynn here invading(: Haaziq is too lazy to update so i'll do it for him. Haha, babe thank me! I think i'll just randomly come here to post bullshit when i gots nothing to do, since you wont be updating anymore. Eh tag my blog ah! fallingbombsandshootingstars.bs FASTER. FASTER. LALALALA. WASTINGGGGGGGG SPACEEEEE. I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITEEE. I MEAN TYPEEEEE. HAAZIQ IS EATING NOW. EAT SLOWER K? K? K? Woogs kay. So the holidays are here. And it might suck a little because of this and that. But we'll make it through alright babe? Today was AWESOMEEEE. Thanks syg for EVERYTHINGG. You tigerrrr. Rrrrrrrr. Tight as ever much. GAHAHHA. LUFF YOU. So anyways, when you are free again we shall go blade our bottoms off and jump into the sea and swim away from the sharks and play eat and spit ice at people and go 'gym in the swim' and all the lovely things we used to do and shall continue to do added a few new adventures, till the end of time. That was confusing but i think you get what im tryna say, yes? KAY SET. The convo we are having now is really errr. Alright back to you. LOVE YOU LONG TIMEEEEEE. WAIT,  God, you are so cute. Alright dahhh. // Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 8:55 PM title:
eoy getting nearer each day..n im drifting away from u.. i mug here, u mug there.. everyone else mugging everywhere.. so frustrating.. and i got mad last night.. and it affected her.. IM SORRY BABES.. so yea looking forward to next week will be seeing her almost everyday hopefully her friends dun mind must get my daily dose of fazytamins.. I LOVE FUDZLYNN // Sunday, September 14, 2008, 12:42 PM title:
girls come and goone after the other but i tell u smtg dis girl im with now, il keep her forever i love FADZLYNN and there is ntg YOU can do about it BITCH! // Tuesday, September 9, 2008, 11:27 PM title:
it came suddenly, saving me from my previous break up.but now its gone so abruptly. i cant stop thinking its my fault dun tell me not to blame myself coz i noe it IS my fault i hurt u alot.. honestly u did too.. but we always get back together stronger being together was great but if smtg were to happen, it wud hurt like mad i swore to nvr leave you i promise to nvr let u go im still keeping my promise ur still my friend, best friends.. not being with u is not fun but having an everlasting friendship with you is much better than a rocky relationship i hope u understand tat im hurting too.. we'll go thru dis together see wat the future brings us in our separate paths but same road to find love // Saturday, September 6, 2008, 6:29 PM title:
why am i crying?why am i angry? why am i sad? god take me just take me now i cant stand dis just take me out please please please please please release me from dis anguish release me from dis pain coz i dun understand why am i crying? why am i angry? why am i sad? // Saturday, August 30, 2008, 1:51 PM title:
i dont know youand why you are here there is no turning back but just leave //, 1:48 PM title: mind n soul
smtimes it feels perfectsmtimes its just screwed up smtimes u wanna remember the moment smtimes u just wanna giv it all up its times like this where everytg comes to place be it good or bad just except it, its fate things happen for good reasons god hand in hand with cupid knows their state there are times when technology brings us apart tats the time to take a break from each other and when ur presence i can no longer feel it makes me stronger facing the world alone no more tears on countless nights no more hapiness but no more fights no more times together to sing along good night baby, just be strong PS: ntg here is meant to rhyme but smhow it did // Wednesday, August 27, 2008, 8:23 PM |